Feel like dying...

i have nv thought studying can be so stressful.....been studying day and night...but nothing is going in my brain...if i'm lazy that's understandable...but now everything i study just doesn't stick...it makes me feel so useless and stupid....feel like pending my exam...:(

just less than 2 more days..and i will face so far the greatest hurdle of my life...and this is just the beginning of my medical years...i'm so dead!...y did i even chose the road?!

now come to think of it....how did i manage to go through all this years? ... i managed to conclude that my life is very bless wit LUCK...my fren kept on telling me that i'm so lucky this and that..but it didn really hit me...
List of lucky event that i have concluded or remembered :
1) born on 1986 ( for those 1986-ers - do u realise that many lucky event take place UPSR, PMR, SPM , always the last batch and 1st batch of some new stuff, and election during exam! ) haha...
2) Always getting some exam tips which is practically the answer for the EXAM in class..
3) Always studying halfway b4 doing my exam but still getting good marks :P
4) Getting easy Q's for exam..
5) Getting very good teacher compare to other class...
6) Teacher treating me very well..( some only though )
7) Born in a fantastic family....:)
8) Have Great Friends! :P
9) Getting NS...should that be lucky or not? haha :)
10) and many more that i dun remember .... and many more to come...(hopefully)

I'm such a LUCKY person...i think?!

hopefully the luck will stay wit me till this WED...after that will be HEAVEN!!